Iknownothingatall

Pssst, Can you hear me? Do you recognise my voice? I am your father. But I am not your creator. Destiny is. Fate was. Every moment, every action that needs to happen, have. Just so you can exist. Even in there. So you can live. Thrive. So you can be. So you can love, And feel this magical feeling. That even though we have yet to meet, I love you! I love you with all my heart and soul. I will give my life for you. My everything, unconditionally.

We do not see with our eyes, We see with the capacity of our being, An image is but a form, a guise, Where our true nature is revealed upon seeing. Use the mirror to look at your flaws, Use a person to look at your reflection.

Insecure yet chasing for material independance, Hiding envy from her sisters that had their stroke of luck, Sometimes they hear true regret losing her reverence, Of her life, often with sounds of wind and saliva as they struck. Like the weather, her finances were tolerably inconsistent, They went through days without electricity or water, They could not help but feel a pinch of anger toward their parent, Of an unfulfilled responsibility for her son and daughters, Yet her love undeniable and pure as age extends, Actions and words were affections camouflaged, Because of them, her life and dreams were bent, Such an arduous path she has trudged.

Palms sweaty not knowing what to expect, As I met a stranger from another land, Welcome him willingly not knowing how to react, A costly introduction by a childhood friend, From a tasteless first impression, I let out a sigh, But it starts to hit me as the minutes tick by, He grows on you as the moments passed high, Start seeing yourself in him, what a solid little guy! An anxious calm begins to flood within, As I sat immersing myself with new sight, The deeper I dwelled, comforts blooming with him, To the point my existence feels exactly right. A whole day spent in the awe of company, Such lucidity in every of our conversations, Everything changed and kept as I fell in reverie, Experiencing life fully in augmentation, As the day end and goodbyes shaking away, I felt new hope, a beginning of something great, Tuning out thankful, his voice fading into play, Never going back from this resurrecting state.