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Insatiable

I cannot put into words how I really feel. How delightful my life have been with you. A connection so deep even reality seems to fade away in our denial of individuality. I am hopeful to be trapped, on a deserted island or even the worst of places, with you. My heaven. The only beauty that transcend in a terrible world of endless dissolution. I tend to disappear in your eyes. So open, bearing, yet full of mystery. Such a hypnotizing gaze in your train of thoughts as I fall deep through the hazel scenery. And your smile, oh how it radiates only to reflect upon my face almost instantly. The wrinkles on the edge of your cheeks, evidence of the endless smiles and laughter you present to the world. I get hopeless with every touch knowing instantly how your skin longed for mine. How our hands wet, forever excited to hold and keep in grasp. How your lips invites in soft supple movements while your kisses so subtly digging, planted deep within my essence. The smell of your hair trickling slowly into my nostril sending shivers down my spine. So potent in flavour and haunting in dreams. So full and black with streaks of brown and gold. It lingers ever so softly in the wind floating about like a stream of clouds wandering away in an ever changing cycle of endless awe.

You speak with such grace. Like wind blowing across the fields. An invisible beauty that allowed blades of grass to gently dance to a hypnotising sway which shows the true meaning of it mover.  The true music of nature. Hair tucked neatly behind your ears with a swift gesture of your hand. Showing the kryptonite to urges I cannot keep imprisoned. Such silky skin which meanders down from your neck to your shoulder, eversoft and comfortable. A tender touch of her skin, smooth as an infant, freezes me into place. My heart now fighting cacoethes to face it's eternity. Beauty that transcend like sun beams cutting into clouds over the sea. How I long for this every moment of my being and yet never enough to satisfy my hunger to hold and caress you. To gently kiss and inhaled you. Forever my longing to be close and with open arms you received me.



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