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Greeting! To all my companions. From the Ancient, the Old and the Recent. It has been too long for any kind of reason or explanation. Yet, I am home to have felt such wisdom. Such waves of often forgotten memories, Now flooding within and without. Failures, disappointment, triumph, and victories, Each of our times, leaves me only to be proud. Without you, your choices, I would have ceased to exist. Without your mistakes and failures, this life, would have not been pieced. Without your perseverance and hope, without your dreams and beliefs, Without all that strength to be able to cope. And all the sadness and grief. Today I walk with contentment and enlightenment. Today I soar with neither fear nor judgement. I swim with hope and dive deep with commitment. And ever if I were to drown, it will be with Love without conditions. As I look at each and everyone of You, a familiar feeling floods my heart. An overwhelming sensation that breaks down every wall, all defences cru...

I love today. What a beautiful day! The Sun is up. The birds chirping away. Today, I'll share my smile, I'll share my wave. I'll share my laughter and how to be brave. I clap my hands and sing and dance... Even if I'm alone, I will dance with the plants. Slowly Skipping along and singing a tune. I'll say my goodbyes but shout, "See you soon!" I'll love to find and help a friend. I will sit with them and hold their hand. I will hug them. I will kiss them. Make them feel Better. Help them to stand. Tell them, "It will be better!" Because today, they have me as a friend. I love today. What a beautiful day! The raindrops are falling. The wind howling away. Get my raincoat on and boots on my feet. Rush outside carefully so I wont slip. Jump around in puddles, splashing away! Feel the droplets of water on my hands, pattering away. I love to look up as the clouds float clear. What a beautiful day to spend it right here! I...

Tea time approaches, invitation honoured. With hard plastic biscuits and empty cups, Seating, staring at them, I wondered... I wished and hope they could speak up. I dressed them well and brushed their hair, Sit them down where I imagined they would be, Examining their stillness, their smiles that care. The longer I stare, the more I see two strangers looking at me. It used to be cheerful. Well something's amiss, A confusion flooding my being while hope bottles me in. Where are the parks, the beach, our hugs and my kiss? Shut my eyes tightly in noises during sleep. Pretending. When stars appear, to bed I go, Tucking in now comes rarely in twos, I will keep them close, between and under blankets from the Cold, Please watch over me together like how my mom and dad used to.

There are signs everywhere! Look! For you shall see. Do not second-guess it in stare, You’ll know if it’s meant to be, Butterflies flutter around a flower, As time strikes a repeating number, A perfect phrase in a crowded summer, An eagle overhead ignites all wonder, Notice a smile, a touch, a greeting of sorts, Cool breeze igniting goosebumps in a weather so hot, A thought of love, conspiring together. A coincidental plot? Signs as big as a cloud, as tiny as a dot. Unravel the path that has been laid, No matter how rocky and slippery it may be. Decipher the plot of the Universe. Its fate, lest evade. For it may be an awakening of a brand new journey.

From the distant heavens to the ground beneath my feet, These are the limit of my imagination and wonder, As I sit quietly arousing this lifeless sheet, Writing reasons of my every success and blunder, Only one truth exist that I can perceive, Only my thoughts I can conquer, Only through my Heart, I can receive, Only through my beliefs I can ponder, A certain blue of the sky, The distinct smell of the Ocean, The symbolist cloud that is floating by, The invisible current of a breeze breaking, but never broken. The love of the moon that ignites my heart, Like a wolf howling to its distant love, The stars and all the worlds apart, Like Ideas twinkling in the darkness above, My temple where thought congregate in prayer, A request to consider its beliefs, My Heart, The Messiah, The Preacher, Where choices are made and ideas are relieved. Be in my shoes, Distinction of the roads I have travelled, My Soul endured, From wearing out as mysteries unravelled, Look t...