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My Last Will and Testament

Greeting! To all my companions.
From the Ancient, the Old and the Recent.
It has been too long for any kind of reason or explanation.
Yet, I am home to have felt such wisdom.
Such waves of often forgotten memories,
Now flooding within and without.
Failures, disappointment, triumph, and victories,
Each of our times, leaves me only to be proud.
Without you, your choices, I would have ceased to exist.
Without your mistakes and failures, this life, would have not been pieced.
Without your perseverance and hope, without your dreams and beliefs,
Without all that strength to be able to cope. And all the sadness and grief.
Today I walk with contentment and enlightenment.
Today I soar with neither fear nor judgement.
I swim with hope and dive deep with commitment.
And ever if I were to drown, it will be with Love without conditions.
As I look at each and everyone of You, a familiar feeling floods my heart.
An overwhelming sensation that breaks down every wall, all defences crumble apart,
The longer I look, the clearer I remember of the start.
Disappearing trepidation making any impossibility never hard.
Now, I humbly bow and thank you. Every version of me.
You have kept my Heart opened and balanced my thoughts,
As my mind free to roam the richest of past in solidity,
My Soul liquidating the experiences of the Universe's immaterial plot.
Now, I thankfully salute to you, every single existence till eternity.
You have showed me more than only a reflection of me, in time.
How measurements break down while sparks igniting equality,
How differences are mere roads that leads yours to mine.
So what now? It's simple trust me.
Know what blinds you to see. What's caging your Heart and what's imprisoning you to Be.
For choices makes you and it also makes me.
We are all connected in an ever changing cycle of what is meant to be.

This is MY last will and testament, I wished you read it loud!
I have no possession. I only have memories and love indefinitely.
I hope I helped. I hope I strived. I hope I did enough for the World to be proud.
EVERYTHING I EVER DID, IS FOR YOU AND ME.

I'll see you soon...

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