Dreaming of a Nightmare

I have travelled across oceans and land,
Searching for a favoured view,
Struggling through the dust in hopes to expand,
A quest for life to start anew,

Knowing nothing so I urged my hands,
Cuts and bruises, I toiled and travailed,
Striving hard from squat to stand,
Meeting ends, my sweats have prevailed.

Time have passed and sore muscles heal,
Troubles get easier and Life gives a deal,
Untimely meeting of souls, my destiny sealed,
As my heart beats for love, a divinity I feel,

In love I fell, my universe sublime,
Never would I have thought of such insanity,
An engagement to wed, my dreams aligned,
Ever hoping to be a father and gain a family.

Time has come and Life is due,
Entanglement complicates its arrival,
Kneeled and prayed both to come through,
As death awaits in Lady Luck's reprisal,

All my dreams slipping through the cracks,
My sight blurred in the neverending floods,
Again, I return with nothing on my back,
Our last embraced covered in blood.

I screamed and yell, the crazy has arrived,
Living in a nightmare so cruel and vile,
A distant cry heard as reality revive,
Awaken next to my Love, holding our child.

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